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Uncensored means just that. From my brain to the ether, no remorse and no apologies.
As a movie, it sucked. A lot. A whole lot. It was awful. Bad script, petty dialog, mind numbing editing, campy visual effects (form time to time), and totally overbearing imagery of the Biblical variety. If I was paid to review it based on purely technical merits, I would have walked out halfway through. The nice part is that I'm not. I think, over time, that my reaction will move from confusion to comfortable compassion. I want to like the movie, and I think I can/will/do. If you seperate the movie from all of it’s social and historical references, and let it stand on its own, I think it was really well done, as a story. There is still some dialog that make me hurt tho, and the consistent obsession with one particularly wierd side of the rave subculture is a little annoying, but those are things I can overlook. Like I told B last night, I'm definately going to have to buy it, perhaps as part of the Super Duper Extra Special Gold Embossed Titaniplatinum Mega Compendium Edition or something. I'm just a media victim like that. Than again, I loved Buckaroo Banzai.I think the actors did a wonderful job with what they were given. With such a weak script, I would have expected a lot less, so in hindsight, I'm pleasently suprised. There needs to be more work done on the computerification of Neo and Smith, since the rendering seemed incomplete somehow, although the physics defying fight scenes were significantly improved from the second movie. I'm torn about the ending of the movie. It fits with the setup we've gotten in the other two, and falls squarely into the chosen mythos of the trilogy, but like Beth I wanted a clear winner after all that conflict. It ws very european in that regard, and I appreciate it from the standpoint of someone who likes to have his expectations of a film challenged, but as someone who likes the Bruckhrimer-esq "chicks, explosions and car chases" formula, it left me feeling slighted. Overall I give it one and a half thumbs up, only because I can't quite fully suspend my disbelief, and my head is still sore from being beaten about mercilessly with all that Christ imagery. I'm still going to buy it tho. 11/6/03, 1:38pm- Just got back from lunch with Dan. We talked about work, the state of the company, and the prospects in the economy. It doesn't sound like anything has changed, which just reinforces my opinion that corporations of any size are monolithic by nature, not by design. Lunch left something to be desired, since I ordered a Fajita Pita and got the Stir Fry Pita instead. The chicken wasn't bad, but I have this personal bias against peapods. The chef managed to burn most of the vegitables, which defeated the putpose of said pita pretty soundly. Bring the polite person that I was, didn't say anything and trudged onward. Sometimes discretion isn't the better part of valor, but I use it anyway. Grr. I made it up to myself by ordering some pie, which arrived quickly and was consumed with much vigor. Over the course of the lunch, i realized I missed working with people like Dan, and that getting back into the workforce will definately be a good thing, despite the fact that I'll have to start waking up before 8am when I do. I finally got Panther on the last of the computers at the house that can run it with any reasonably swiftness. The new version is cool, although I miss some of the adjustments about icon spacing and things like that from the Finder, most notably the changes to the "Connect To Server..." command, and the way in which Macs that are set up for both Winblows and Mac file sharing appear twice in the network browser, which confused my mom. And to anyone at APplke who is listening: why did you feel the need to break OS9 file sharing in Panther? The lone OS9 box left here can't even SEE the servers, let alone connect to them. WTF? Is there a hidden message here? 11/3/03, noon- Blatently stolen from Moby's blog: interesting quote: "Trying to eliminate Saddam...would have incurred incalculable human and political costs. Apprehending him was probably impossible.... We would have been forced to occupy Baghdad and, in effect, rule Iraq.... there was no viable "exit strategy" we could see, violating another of our principles. and who wrote that? Sometimes I wonder what the fuck our current administraation thinks it's doing. Or if it even knows. 11/3/03, 10:50am- Random interesting tidbit: Sometime in the last 6 months, 42 attempts have been made to load davecam.shtml from this site. Formerly, that page held a continuously refreshing image grabbed from a webcam attached to my computer. Of course, that stopped about 2 and a half years ago. The strange part is that I only gave the link out to about 5 people, and the IP blocks the requests came from don't belong to any of them. One was for an ISP in India, which is pretty random. Another was from a *.dod.mil netblock, which makes me wonder who's reading my page. There was a bunch of other data in the Analog report, but it was much less interesting, so I'll refrain from repeating the details of condtion code responses and browser demographics. I recently won a new video card as well, and soon a 32MB Radeon will be in my G4 instead of the 16MB Rage128 it has now. Both are slower than the PCI Radeon 7000 I have running my 2 secondary LCDs, but the new card will be a big improvement, mainly for its Quartz Extreme support and quieter fan. 11/3/03, 12:33am- I'm wide awake, and I have to drive my dad to the airport in seven and a half hours. Ugh. I wateched The Hulk tonight. I was unimpressed. Aside from the phenomenally convincing job Jennifer Connely did looking a decade younger than she is, I found the entire experience to be unpleasent, much like a poorly fitting pair of pants, or an airline seat. It's not that it was a bad interpretation. I think they kept the 'feel' of the original quite intact. It was everything else that left me feeling a little disdainful. In other news, I'm trying to find people who want to go to the midnight Matrix showing on Tuesday. Email or AIM me if you want in. If you don't have my email or AIM addr, you need some serious help since they're both plastered all over this poor excuse for a website. Carson just felt the need to rub in that he went and saw Ben Folds this past weekend with Kurt and the Missus. Rat Bastard. I'm feeling the urge to be philosophical right now, but I'm also tired and hungry. OK, here's the plan. A little pizza, a little sleep, then the first week in November begins. Yay. n stuff. 11/1/03, 12:22am- Only 54 more shopping days until Christmas! I had a nice long AIM chat with Tsui Yi tonight. She's doing well, aside from being swamped by school and work, which I hear is not an uncommon experience for grad students. For not really talking in a year and a half, it was suprisingly familiar and comfortable. It was really nice. Further confirmation that I really am growing as a person. Yay. I hit up Molex for some VHDCI connectors so I can turn my mutant Apple-OEM UL2D into a real live UL2D. I also spent 2 hours cleaning solder out of every one of those goddamn holes for the afforementioned VHDCI socket. All 70 of them, 68 of which are 0.030 in diameter, and a cast iron bitch to clear. I succeded tho, and now am waiting patiently for the postman to deliver my connectors. It'll be sweet. I can finally use the two StorEdge arrays in the closet. I'm thinking house-wide backup. I'll have ~220GB of Cheetah goodness going on. Fun fun fun... 10/31/03, 2:36pm- I've been toying with the idea of moving this page to a real blog engine. Unfortunately, Pair only offers limited use of their servers at my customer level, leaving me with ony one server side option: Blosxom. Now, Blosxon ain't bad, but it relies heavily on file system metadata, like file creation dates, for indexing it's entries (file mod/creation date is the blog entry date). This is bad because I often go back and fix links or spelling after the fact, which would majorly fuck up the order of my blog posts. So Blosxom is right out. Next up was iBlog, which I tried and deleted several times. The latest version is close to what I want, but there are some real issues with the UI to be fixed, and the template system needs a little work. I'd love to put MT or Greymatter or even slash up to handle my blog, but it aint gonna happen. I'll be toying with iBlog for the next month, trying to whip it into shape for myself. We'll see where it goes. 10/25/03, 12:15am- After a few false starts, Panther is now happily installed on my G4. Word to the wise: if you plan to upgrade an existing installation, make sure you uninstall the GeeThree Stealth Serial driver before you do. It's totally and completely incompatible with Panther, and causes a kernel panic on startup. Very bad. I'm going ta try and remember what else I need to install or configure here, and then I'm gonna take my tired ass to bed. 10/24/03, 10:52am- AOL is doing bad things, but people think they're good? Last time I checked, that was extremely illegal. If I did it instead of AOHell, I'd be carted off to jail. WTF? In other news, I have an interview on Monday. It's a little outside the field I went to college for, but might not be too bad. We'll see how things go... I'm going to go see the Wolves play tomorrow night. That should be mucho fun with B and M and J and J. 10/23/03, 11:24pm- I knew a girl named Nikki, I guess you could say she was a sex fiend... That damn song has been stuck in my head for 3 days now, to the point where I had to go and download Limewire again just so I could get my hands on the unreleased alternate version Prince did for Purple Rain. After extensive listening to all 3 versions, I can honestly conclude that the Foo's cover is better than the Prince original. The Apocalypse Hoboken cover is so far made of pure Unobtanium, and I hear it's awesome, and not only because it's genuine Chicago Punk. Last night I spent quite a number of hours at the track trying to get my G+ properly dialed. I succeded, after tearing the left rear suspension off of the car twice (one rear arm and one rear hub) and dropping a couple of set screws. Ray thought it was good, and he's superfast, so that made my day. I also found out I really need a discharge tray. I was checking the voltage of my bad' Fukuyama pack (the one with the worst numbers, which are still damn good) and the cells varied a fair amount under load. Must equalize.... I'll likely be at my local Apple store picking up Panther tomorrow night. Look for the tall geek in need of a haircut if you stop by. Thank U 4 a funky time..... 10/20/03, 2pm- 82.6 degrees in the shade. I'm gettin my ass outside.... 10/20/03, 1:34pm- As has become the standard for Mondays, I spent a couple of hours on Monster and others of it's ilk, and as usual, came away with ony a few submissions for the last 3 days worth of job posts. The market is thinning out, and it's worrying me. I haven't blogged much about my unemployement, instead focusing on happier things like toys and friends. It's getting harder to be optimistic about finding a job. I've been out of work for more than four and a half months. I'm young, mobile, intelligent, motivated, and capable, yet no one wants to hire me. The 3 real interviews I've had have all gone bust before any real conversations happened. The ones I wanted to happen I was rejected for out of hand. What do I have to do to get employed as an engineer these days? Really, I want to know. 10/19/03, 9:05pm- A trip to Best Buy to pick up the new Basement Jaxx CD turned into a 2 hour jaunt with my sister, containing such things as insane acceleration, detours, McD's and the most eclectic recipt from Tower yet. Yay. Scott and Tamar are now dad and mom to a daughter as of last night at 11:05, as it was related to me this afternoon by the proud father. Hadassah Sternfeld entered into the world weighing in at 9 lbs, 2 oz and measuring 19.5 inches long. Scott sounded so exhausted I felt bad making him answer questions like "how are you?" (good but tired) and "how's Tamar?" (recovering quite nicely). I hope he gets some sleep tonight. Aparently they've been there since Friday. Mazel Tov! to the new parents. I'm mirroring pictures for them. 10/15/03, 4:34pm- Got my charger a little while ago. It charged my crappy old Sanyo 1300 pack pretty quickly and it's working on my NiMH TX pack. Wahoo for a working charger. Now all I need to do is figure out how to construct a constant current discharger with only a coffee can, some duct tape, and 31" of old twine.... 10/15/03, 1:12pm- I hate being sick. I just finished the second box of Kleenex in as many days, and I'm beginning to look a lot like Rudolph. Let me catch you up on where I left off: Sunday night, after naps and the brunch, we (Mike, Greg, Steve, Al and myself that is) had dinner with Mike's friend Lisa at a microbrewery (they still have those?) in downtown JAX. The food was good, and the conversation quite interesting. That night was mainly punctuated by my fever chills and general feelings of being sick. The next day started lazily enough, and we drove around trying to find a place to take our A1A picture (we did) before lunch at Sonny's Open Pit Bar-B-Q, which was am amazing culinaty experience to be sure. Following the gastrointestinal goodness we moved along to the airport so we could make our respective ways back home. The flight itself wasn't bad, but the pain I experienced due to my malfunctioning right ear was somewhere between excruciatingly and swimming-in-lemon-juice-with-thousands-of-papercuts bad. Needless to say, I was grateful to get bck on the ground. Once reacquainted with terra firma the adventure continued, as our (Greg's, Steve's and my own) 4am awakenings on Friday has left our memories of the car's location a little foggy. After walking around for a while we managed to find it, and made our way back to our respective burbs. The following morning (Tuesday) greeted me with illness induced vigor, my clogged nose rousing me at 2, 4, 6 and finally 8am, when I decided that more Tylenol was in order. The rest of the day was a haze of Kleenex and orange Gatorade (Original Orange, just like Peyton manning), punctuated by me going to bed after the Cubs botched the 8th inning. Today has been equally anticlimactic, with another box of Kleenex gone and more Tylenol consumed. Hopefully my new charger will arrive today so that I can go racing when I feel better. Random closing thought: It'd be a really cool to drive to Santa Monica. On Old Rt 66. It starts at LSD and Jackson and ends pretty much at the water. I miss the Pacific Ocean. 10/12/03, 4:07PM- This sucks. I'm sitting in a hotel room, watching Dallas beat the Eagles while waiting for the Cubs/Marlins gaame with Al, Greg, Steve and Mike, and I hurt like hell. I've got this damn post nasal drip thing, brought on by allergies to something in the air, and it really sucks. Friday was a loooong day. It started at about 4am when my alarm went off. Steve picked me up at 5 for the trip to Midway to catch our flight. After making it to JAX, we killed time and waited for Al, then went for food, drove around on our brand new (how new? the ODO has 30mi on it!) rental T&C, and picked up Mike before heading to the hotel and the rehersal dinner. The food at the dinner was great, with the best hush puppies I've ever had. Post-dinner, we went on a search for some alcohol and after some misdirection, made it to the Dickens beach house for some late night Cubs game watching the the Nation crew. We missed the bridesmaids, but there was some good conversation with the bride to be and her dad out on the deck before the extra innings. The wedding yesterday was really nice. Emily looked great, as expected, as did her beau. The service was amazingly short, not quite half an hour by my clock. We killed some time back at the hotel before heading to the reception, which was waaaay crowded. There was much drinking and dancing, almost none of which was done by yours truly, but it was still a lot of fun. After the reception, I came back to the hotel while the rest of my cohorts went out to see a local blues band. Aparently there was some activity of interest, but I won't relate any of it here to keep the innocent innocent. The brunch was this morning, and after taking a roundabout way to get there (I hate it when they don't post road signage...) we enjoyed a pleasent morning with a large part of the clan that was at the reception. Em and Nick did the presents thing, altho only with the ones that were physically brought to the reception. After the brunch, we came back to the hotel for a while, napped a bit, and went down the street for pizza (marginal), and ended up getting some of the most amazing onion rings ever as an appetizer. Damn they were good. After lunch, the guys went out walking/exploring/whatever, and I returned for Tylenol and my bed. Just before 4 the guys came back and now we're prepping for the Cubs game, just as soon as it's on, which Howie Mandel has just informed me will be at about 4:25. The Cowboys just won, and after This Commercial Break the baseball should start. Caio. 10/6/03, 12:06am-
Morpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla My charger blew up this weekend, which means no racing for me until I find a new one. I've been up to Venture a few times now, and I'm getting better at not hitting things while I drive. Next is finding the fast line and tuning the car to be able to run it. The TC2 should be here in a few days, and if it was here before Friday afternoon it would be supremely cool. NFG's All About Girls is playing. I wish I had one. This evening's festivities were supposed to involve the new Fearsome Foursome (me, B, M and J) but B bailed because she had other plans, and M bailed because he was too tired to drive home at the end of the night. That left J and I to figure something out, which involved bad TV, the Trading Spaces $100,000 show, and the end of the Cubs game. All in all it was funtastic, but it needed way more people. Hmmm. My lucky bamboo needs watering. So does Charlie. Back in a sec. Back. See? I told you it would only take a sec. OK, time for bed. 9/30/03, 11:33pm- October's gonna be here in a little less than half an hour, and it's making itself heard. low tonight: 33F. low tomorrow: 31F. Shit, it's gonna freeze. That ain't right... Got a new RC car so I can go racing. (Powerman 5000's cover of Let The Good Times Roll just started. I love iTunes) The body is being painted in my traditional Bovine Racing theme, and this one too will be a Holstein Edition. Of course, I'm out of Sprint White, so I need to go back to the hobby shop (again) and get a can. Initial tests with my beat to hell Trinity Midnight and a Robinson pinion were promising, but without a body there wasn't much downforce, and with the cold temp outside (45F) the tires didn't stick worth crap to the driveway. It's fun to drive tho :-) Bass lessons are progressing. I'm beginning to get bored with just doubling songs, so Lou and I are going to start investigating the tools I'll need to compose bass lines. Maybe. Right now I'm not much of a musician, but if mah seester gets in on it, we could rock out some. Now palying is some ancient Madonna thing. Funky bass line, middling lyrics. <insert random clicking and some IMs with Carson here> Ben Folds' Gone is playing now. Carson and I are IMing about the total failure of our dating lives. Somehow I ended up at the website for greatboyfriends.com. I have no idea how. Blame it on the complex interrelating link structure that makes the Web what it is. No mom, this is not a request. This is one of the most link-infested blog entries in a while for me. Cool. Got a call back from HMG yesterday morning. They don't want me. That means no Utah (ysy?) but also no job (boo!). It piled on top of a bunch of other shit for the day that just made it perfect. Thankfully today it a bit better, what with the new toy and some sunshine, and bass goodness, and...yeah. All I need to make it truly Good™ is a hug, but I'm fresh out of those right now, especially from someone approximating a Signifant Other™, because, well, I don't have one. My ESC is finally showing it's age and abuse. It was never the same after I put it in my boat and got it wet. Aparently, as close as it is to the motor in my XXX-S the glitching has increased to a previously unmatched level. Thankfully a TC2 is on it's way, due to the giving nature of one of the nice people on RC Tech. I need some cool decals for the body I'm painting. I'm hoping Jimmy at Fukuyama Racing sent me some. Those would be cool. OK, I'm done. Time for bed. Total blog time: one hour, eight minutes. Welcome to October... 9/19/03, 11:53am- My new window shade from the nice folks at Levelor is awesome. it keeps the sun out of my eastern exposure bedroom window when I want, and lets it in when I want. No more half-assed miniblinds for me! Ha! The mystery LM3886 project is on hold, pending the acquisition of a few parts I forgot to get before. Grrrr. Becasue it's a slow news day, I thought you might want to know that i the absence of other interesting things to do, I'll probably spend an inordinate amount of time poking the penguin. No, not like that. iTunes is really cool. I just wish that the various vintages of Airport Base Stations here played a little nicer together so that I could get wireless-to-wireless bridging working 100% of the way I want it to. 9/15/03, 4:03pm- Well, the PCBs for my mysterious new LM3886 project are on the way, as are it's parts. Assembly should begin on Thursday. Anyone know how well Bondo will stick to MDF, and if it will be structural? The guys over at Woodnet don't seem to care.... Time has an excellent article on the late, great, Johnny Cash. I am a self-described country music hater. I miss Johnny Cash. I need a job. Anyone got one? 9/14/03, 3:38am- Crap, why am I still awake? I gotta fix this sleep schedule thing of mine. Ugh. Somethign very strange happened to me today. I wateched 3 Franka Potente movies in one 24 hour period. Run Lola Run is of course a perennial classic, although out of reach of most of middle America. The Bourne Identity is much more accessable, and shows us that Matt Damon can indeed play someone a little more ruthless than your average bear. Finally, All I Want was a fascinating investigation into the juxtaposition of the acting acomplishments of a real live actress against the acting attempts of someone truly as two dimensional as her character (Sorry Mandy). Elijah Wood didn't suck either. Link-o-rama courtesy of IMDB. 9/5/03, 4:05pm- Well, the second call with HMG went well, and John and Rick seemed like nice guys who were interested in what I had to say. The group there seems to be pretty cool, and their approach to product development is nifty. I'm hoping they'll want to talk to me again. That'd be cool. 9/4/03, 4:49pm- Kodak has a tech pub for taking pictures? I thought all the TPs were about chemistry and Dmax and density curves? then I surfed around their tips page a little more, and found notes on astrophotography and the definitive answer about why PKR64 costs three times more than KR64. Of course, I pretty much knew all that information, but having it in a form ordained by the Rochester Royalty is nice. Picked up my car yesterday afternoon. All is well. Yay. 9/3/03, 11:58am- Got a call back from Jan at HMG, letting me know that I would be receiving a second phone interview call on Friday. <happy dance> Yay for me. The day will be complete when the McServiceTechs at McGrath call me and tell me my car is done. Hopefully that will be soon. 9/2/03, 6:19pm- Well, my phone interview with HMG went rather well. Jan is a nice lady who actually seemed interested in what I had to say, unlike some other HR people I've dealt with. Only time will tell if they call me back or not. It would definately be cool to work under the HMG umbrella, what with all of the nifty companies they have, especially since my position would be something akin to that of a Sr.Engineer, something I was hoping for only after several more years in industry than I have. Just dropped Dee off at McGrath, for her 90k service, including a timing belt, water pump, and new front brakes. The damage to my wallet will be severe, but she'll thank me. 8/31/03, 4:28pm- After several hours being a bookworm, all I want is one thing: TTL AC monolights. Is that too much to ask? I guess so... 8/31/03, 12:47pm- The weather is beautiful. Wish you were here. Today is Random Blogging Day© Went skating with sis yesterday. Did the loop at Deer Park and came home. Thought about studio portraiture. Looked at light meters and Alien Bees. A DigiBee would be nice for taking studio type pictures of things and people, don't you think? I sure do. Cleaned stuff. In the last couple of days I've cleaned (read: thrown away things I deem crap) the den closet, the cupboards above my half of the den worktable, as well as making significant progress culling the files on my HD. I ditched almost 2GB of crap in the last week. It's amazing how much stuff I keep only because it's easier to forget about it than drag it to the trash. Made an appointment for my car at McGrath. Not because I can't do the work she needs, but because it's been months and I haven't gotten it done, and it needs to happen. I figure they'll do just as good a job as I will, but a lot sooner and without skinned knuckles. Welcome to my life as a wannabe. That new DC song is stuck in my head. It's been too damn long. 8/26/03, 5:23pm- PETA will be very very angry. 8/24/03, 2:40pm- Who needs Zoloft when you have nachos? 8/23/03, 10:55pm- Went to Borders with the 'rents tonight, scored mags, as well as NOFX's The War On Errorism and the ever popular Full Throttle from the Blue Meanies (Brad and Jer would be so proud. Heh...we met the Blue Meanies.). Inside the CD, on the back of the liner notes, NOFX made me their new biggest fan. It says: "Somewhere in Texas There is a village Without it's idiot" The links above are my addition. With songs like "The Idiots Are Taking Over" it's easy to love them. I love NOFX. No, not like that. 8/22/03, 10:09pm- "In terms of actual difficulty, it's not that hard. Aerospace is plumbing with the volume turned up." - John Carmack, on aeronautical engineering. 8/19/03, 10:04pm- Dinner with B and Co was way fun, with mucho action from the dog and the kids. Plans for a repeat game are on for Thursday at Congo River. Got my RC-848 hooked up and tested. Ooohh..pretty lights. Now all I need is a band to record again. 8/19/03, 2:54pm- Unemployment has it's benefits. I've gotten more sleep in the last 2 working weeks than I did in any two working months when I had a real job. I actually feel human. It's kinda cool. I'm beginning to realize just how burned out I was after a year of killing myself for a job. My creativity is starting to come back, as is my motivation to do...well..anything. So I got some new glasses today, finally, after my old ones broke, almost a month ago. I loved my old frames, but the metal didn't love me, and fatigued and broke in a most unlikely and irreparable way, leaving me forced to wear lenses from 3 1/2 years ago, and hating the fact that my prescription's changed so much since then. The new ones are a little trendier than my last pair, and a little wider, which has the unfortunate side effect of rendering everything in the outer 20% of the lens totally distorted. It's gonna take a week or two to re-learn to use only the middle 30% of the lens. It's an artifact of my prescription, so it's something I'll have to get used to. Dinner tonight will be with Beth and Julie, and the fare is rumored to be fowl. It'll be fun n stuff. yeah. 8/7/03, 1:48am- Hot Damn these guys make good speakers. I just got home from a pretty much all-day (2pm-1:30am) demo at Nellie's with the girls from Catfight. No, I didn't go home with the girls, they were the the ones who made the music for the demo. A pair of TRiK-Traps and a pair of BDEAPs powered by a pair of PL236en and a pair of RMX2450s (all bridged of course) were more than able to truly and completely stomp on the pair of Martin Wavefront W3s and the quad of McSubs that were there this morning. Scully's mix was rockin, the girls were rockin, and aside from some rather insideous ghost-induced feedback all went extremely well. The bass from the BDEAPs is amazing. It's so good it's almost lickable. I say almost because I can't imagine that beer-stained Line-X would taste very good. Tomorrow will take me to fabulous Des Moines, IA, where Al and I will cause trouble while my seeester is busy visiting colleges with mom. Much to Beth's chagrin, this will keep me from joining her and Julie for dinner and a movie, which is an event that seems cosmically doomed to ever happen, given the number of times similar things have been planned and have fallen thru. And now that the blogging is complete, I can go to sleep so that I can get my hair cut and load out the system at Nellie's before heading west. 8/5/03, 6:59pm- Holy shit, Dave's updating his web page! So I went and took the analysis quiz over at politicalcompass.org, and it gave me a Economic Left/Right: -4.62 Libertarian/Authoritarian: -4.36, which puts me squarely between Nelson Mandella and the Dali Lama. For those of you without the knowledge of the historical significance of those two names, that means I'm more liberal and libertarian than I am conservative and authoritarian. It's interesting to me that almost precisely opposite me, in the 1st quadrent of the graph, is GWBjr, our current president. You can guess who I didn't vote for. I've been talking about blogging about fajitas for some time to people, and have finally decided to attempt to turn those conversations about the gloriousness of that divine food into this literary train wreck I call a news page. There's something amazing about getting fajitas in a restaurant. When the waiter brings them out, you know it before he even gets out of the kitchen. The intoxicating smell of the sauteéd peppers and onions and the freshly cooked chicken waft throughout the establishment telling the whole of those attending, I'm eating real food! The sight of them is wonderful. That skillet of sizzling vegetables and meat, the warm tender tortillas, the mound of cool cheese, the colors are a sight to behold, a veritable rainbow of culinary goodness. Then there's the fact that it's fresh. Really fresh. Your meal is so fresh, it's still cooking when it arrives at your table. That iron skillet isn't just for looks, it's there to keep your dinner cooking as it's carried to you, nothing short of a Benihana style performance. And when it finally lands in front of you, aside from the afformentioned chromatic delight and olfactory rapture, there is the auditory stimulation of that sizzle. You know the one. It sounds like....food. Not just food, after all, that's what the cafeteria served in high school, just food. No, this is food, the kind of thing that bellies of people accustomed to food are craving to be fed. It's something that's more fundamentally good than anything else on the entreé menu, and dammit if that's not just the way it's supposed to be. 7/15/03, 12:47am- Jetlag sucks. it's quarter to one in the morning and I'm still awake. Wide awake. Go-skating-for-a-few-miles awake. I want to be I-have-an-appointment-in-9-hours asleep, but it seems that life has other plans for me. The postman sucks, having either misdelivered or not delivered my cellphone bill. I had a nice chat with Veronica at Verizon and got it all straightened out, but damn, I hate not getting bills. It screws up my credit rating. I also called a very nice lady at Tiffen to see if there were any accessories available for the Domke Quest line, since it seems to have been axed as part of the bankruptcy of Tiffen. She said that they were moving the contents of one of their warehouses to a different warehouse, and that I should call back in a month or two. If that court scheduling is correct, their creditors are looking to break up and liquidate Tiffen. All I really want is some more divider material for my Iguana 20 and some of those quick release thingys. Is that too much to ask? Aparently... I bid on a 200mm f/4 AIS Micro Nikkor on eBay, but was mercilessly (and financially) slapped down by someone with actual disposable income. Heartless bastard. All I really want in life is a good 200mm macro lens, and a good job, and a good girl, and a hot car, and a nice house, and enough money to not worry about it, and a faster computer, and a hotter engine in my car, and... Really, all I want is a new lens. And a job. 7/13/03, 10:46pm- [Maui:~/Kaanapali] dpaton% mv dpaton $home Late on Friday night, which was actually early on Saturday morning (4am HST), I spent a magical hour on the beach, basking in the glow of a bright moon setting over Lanai. I spent the last half of a roll of PKR and an entire roll of GT800 recording the moon and it's Pacific reflections for posterity. After a brace of fitful hours feigning sleep, I made my way out to face the last Hawaiian sun I'd see on the trip. A mad packing frenzy ensued, and some creative arrangement allowed more stuff to come home than was brought, while it was also better arranged and packed. Lunch was at an Italian deli of sorts, that had phenomenally large portions. I mean these were huge. Not Cheesecake Factory big, I mean like Population of India kind of big. Mom's BLT came with a group of handlers to keep it from escaping and consuming a small island, like Manhattan. After conquering lunch, we headed to the airport more or less, where we were confronted with a line that could have taken on the BLT, and maybe even beaten it. Sweating, waiting, sweating, waiting, and sweating, we finally made our collective way to gate 23, where we killed time until we were herded onto the 767 that would bring us back to the mainland. The eastbound movie was aparently broken, so we were treated to a second showing of X2, complete with complimentary headphones, which were somehow supposed to make up for the fact that it was the 9th time I'd seen the movie, and funny enough it worked. After the movie, I made a truly pathetic attempt to sleep for the next 6 hours. It didn't work. Upon our arrival at ORD at 5:57am CST, my now 2-day sleep deprived carcass made it's way home with the rest of the family. After a day of microsleeping, I dropped 11 rolls of film off at Walgreens so that they can begin their long journey to Fair Lawn, NJ, then ate dinner, and watched The Mask Of Zorro. Whcih brings me to now, blogging on my laptop to a file that's twice-rehomed to get around a peculiar architectural quirk of the network here at home. 7/11/03, 10:23pm HST- Massive update alert! I could be a sailboat guy. I really could. Chillin llike a villan on the foredeck of a 35' sloop, gliding across the waves of the sunny pacific, working on a righteous tan and watching the dolphins play in the bow wake. I could be a sailboat guy. This is my last night on Maui, and I dearly wish I could stay longer. The weather is amazing, as are the waves, the sand and did I mention the women? The snorkeling was cool too, what little of it I got to do. A heavy guage sinus infection and I got intimately acquainted on the planeride out here and it stuck around in a rather debiliting way pretty much the whole trip. I'm only feeling well right now because of massive amounts of Biaxin and Tylenol Cold, much to my chagrin. There was also the sunburn incident on Saturday morning (!) while I was finishing the HHGTTG compendium (loaned to me by the ever popular Beth, who managed to find a way to get mentioned in a blog entry from Maui, much to our mutual suprise). You see, I was hell bent on finishing the book, as I only had ~ 90 pages to go, so I went down to chill on the sand around 9am, with the sun at the back of my lounge chair. When I finished an hour and a half later, I was suprised to find that although I hadn't gotten any direct sun yet, I was quite...how shall we say...cooked. The next morning it was all hands on deck to deal with my nose, which consumed 9 boxes of kleenex over the next 4 days, 5 of which happened on Tuesday. So needless to say, Sunday and Monday were a lost cause with me basically staying shirtless in the room, gulping Tylenol and vitamins with reckless abandon. Tuesday it got so bad I skipped out watching my sister learn to surf and went to the doctor instead to get checked out, diagnised with acute sinusitis, and getting a script faxed over to Longs for the afforementioned Biaxin. 3 days later I'm feeling much better, but the sickness, plus the jetlag (9 hour flight plus a rain delay on the ORD end), plus the not sleeping (man these beds blow...master BR one is great tho. Hmmm...) left me totally exhausted. I tried to go snorkeling with Dad on Wednesday morning, but about 100 yards out I was so tired and out of breath, I couldn't get enough air through the snorkel and was dangerously close to being too tired to swim back to shore, so I cut bait and went back, backpaddling the whole way and getting some saltwater in my mouth. Yuck. On the upside, whilst shopping for a good Hawaiian shirt with my seeester that afternoon, I found an amazing silk example in medium-dark blue that I couldn't pass up, and which felt amazing on my skin. I love silk... But back to the story. Interestingly enough, while I was swimming, all of the sunburn induced blisters that were all over my chest, but that I couldn't see, absorbed a bit of salt water, making them quite noticable and rather bumpy when I got out of the beautiful Pacific ocean. What a wierd feeling. Dinner at Cheeseburgers, Mai Tais and Rock and Roll ended the night on an up note. The next morning, after sleeping in I went out for yet another walk along the beach, which I'm getting quite accustomed to. After a quick lunch we went to watch the sun set and the stars sparkle at the 10,023 ft summit of Mt. Haleakala, Maui's own active (but not since 1798) volcano. About 4 rolls of PKR burned through my camera on the sunset, and a roll of GT800 on the bright as the frigging sun moon that kept us from doing much stargazing. Speaking of PKR, I shot at least a roll of it every night on sunsets, and rolls of Velviia were shot on this afternoon's tip to Iao Needle, a smallish National Park area where there was some great rushing water waiting to be photographed, as well as some cool green-type scenery. Just the thing for Fuji's finest. Which beings me to now, after another successful dinner at Cheeseburgers, Mai Tais and Rock and Roll, I'm now sitting with my iBook on my lap, detailing the week's adventures to y'all out there. I know it looks like I spent a lot of time complaining, but the trip has been just wonderful, and my being sick for most of it was only a minor inconvenience in the grand scheme of things. Finally, I've come to some conclusions while whiling away the hours here on the sunny sands of our 50th state:
7/3/03, 7:53pm- So I got myself a new camera bag finally, after a couple of false starts. I absolutely love the Lowepro bag. It has everything I could ever want in a photo backpack; gobs of storage, massive expandability, a built-in daypack (clothes, big ass Camelback, etc), loads of exterior aattachment points, and it looks cool. The downside is that it didn't fit worth shit, so back to B&H it goes. The Domke is also a very nice pack. It's well finished, but lacks the expandability of the LowePro, and the inside is a slightly nonstandard shape, so making my gear fit is a bit of a challenge. I already ordered more divider material, but sadly it won't get here any time soon. The biggest benefit is that it fits me wonderfully, and after only a few minutes of adjustment, whereas it took nearly 2 hours of adjustments to determine that the Lowepro had no hope. One of the perks is that if I ever get a 400/2.8, it'll fit like OJ's glove. Unfortunately, that's all I'm gonna write, because I need to start packing for Ma ui. See you suckers in 9 days... 6/30/03, 10:09am- Welcome to the first day of the rest of my life, or at least that's what people have been telling me. It's wierd not going to work on a Monday morning. I've been doing it for so long that I feel like I'm on vacation, which isn't far from the truth, as I'll be winging my way to Maui in 4 days, 2 hours, and 29 minutes. There's a tentative gee-it-was-nice-working-with-you-and-we're-sorry-you-got-laid-off-so-we're-buying-you-lunch date with the folks from the office, and at 4 I ahve an appointment with the LDS career center in Naperville. LDS you say? Isn't that a church or something? Yes dear reader, yes it is, but I've been assured by someone I trust that although it is indeed affiliated, it isn't a vehicle for religous conversion, apart from the obvious message of public service (which I greatly admire from my areligous-but-still-moral-I-hope chair here in the suburbs). I have plans to do things this week to keep myself occupied. Specifically, my car needs her 90,000mi service, which I'm about 5k over for, and it'll be a significant bit of work. Timing belt, water pump, trans fluid, valve adjustment, brakes, spark plugs, filters and oils, and a general cleaning the likes of which I doubt she has ever seen. There are bugs on the bumper (from my trips to WI last month) that I swear are part of the paint now. It's disturbing how they assumed te glossy overcoat that my paint has after a few days of being exposed to the sun and fun of outdoor parking. hope they come off easily, as the bumper already has enough nicks and scratches from flying debris on other trips, like the ones I make down to the corner grocery store (ok, ok, the corner Blockbuster, but still...) There's also the issue of my photographic hobby, and the mass of thusly associated gear. You see, there's not exactly a pittance of camera stuff that I own, and carrying it all around in a single bag is now quite impossible. As it is, if I want to take all of my gear with me to a place (such as a beach on Maui for a sunset) I'm stuck with an overloaded bag, a second camera with a lens, a second bag full of film, and a tripod, all carried seperately. That's a real pain in the ass. Predictably, I've been looking at bigger and better camera bags than my lowly Tamrac 604, and fate (as well as some web surfing) has brought before me the Lowepro Nature Trekker AW II. There was also consideration of the Tamrac Expedition 7 and the Domke Iguana 20, but the reputation of the Lowe guys led me to click the fateful link over at B&H, and the bag should be here in a matter of days. Yay. Now all I have to do is take my dual bricks of PKR and RVP out of the fridge before zipping the last zipper on Friday. 6/27/03, 4ish pm- So I went and saw the new Charlies Angels movie with my sister. Theater 15 at the Googleplex was damn near empty for the 1:45 show, which was pretty cool. The cameos were fun too...the Olson twins, Carrie Fisher, Jaclyn Smith (an original Angel, and the prettiest of the three) and quite a few others graced the screen in this, the self-deprecating sequel to the 2000 release. It's recommended if you need a little time away from reality. Speaking of that, today was my last day at work. I spent the morning cleaning out the last bits form my desk and packing up my personal belongings, and at about 9:40 Steve and I signed off on the paperwork and I handed over my badge, before making the rounds and shaking hands as I headed to the door. On the way home for lunch I realized that I didn't update my voicemail with the fact that I don't work there any more. Oops. Everyone who really matters knows already anyway, so I guess it's not that important. You wanna know the worst part? Monday after lunch they're selling facility shirts, the kind that people wear to company functions to say "yes! I'm proud to work in <$location>!" And of course that 's the kind of thing I like, because I'm pretty proud to have worked there, and my cool shirts from back when I was an intern, and they did things like give out t-shirts and shoulder bags, are getting long in the tooth and a bit thin in the thread, and could use replacing. But I guess that just ain't gonna happen now.... 6/22/03, 2:07pm- Just got back from watching Katie do her horse thing, where she managed to win the blue ribbon thingy in the intermediate jumping category. Pictures were taken, and hopefully will be posted after I get my slide scanner on Tuesday. 6/21/03, 9:59pm- Wow, two updates in one day, aren't you proud of me? Fun with Beth this afternoon/evening consisted of spending almost 6 hours playing with her seesters dog Maximus. in between the beginning and end of that time, there was a screening of Run Lola Run, a dinner of pasta with rockin homemade sauce, and tooooons of relaxation. Did I mention keeping the dog entertained? Yeah, there was a lot of that. Imagine someone who monopolizes conversations, constantly and completely, then imagine he's about the size and shape of one of my slippers, but with feet, and you'll have a good approximation of Maximus. That's not to say he was annoying, he's too cute for that, but he was playful, nearly to a fault. Dogs are cool, but not as cool as friends. Yeah. n stuff. 6/21/03, 3:01pm- Fun with Beth continued last night, with a run to Oak Park to visit Diagon Alley. What's that you say, there is no such place? Not so my friends, there was indeed a Diagon Alley, compete with gold at Gringott's and a meeting with Hagrid at The Owlery. There must have been 2000+ people there. It was fun. Did I mention Quidditch practice with Prof. McGonagall and dueling with Prof. Snape? I thought not. Then there was a loooong ride back with other drivers who sucked and lots of zoomzooming, then off to bed at the reasonable hour of midnight. The fun continuously continues today with a moviefest and a puppy. A puppy? Yes, a puppy. Maximus (said pooch) is being dog-sat by the family of the afforementioned Beth, and thus the time at her place this evening will include entertainment of the canine variety. It should be....entertaining. 6/20/03, 11:11pm- Why is it that every update that's not about work is about Beth? Tonight was concert and MooV nite, and is fully annotated as follows: 2F2F was a good movie, if you could get over Paul Walker talking like he was from the hood and the very poorly orchestrated chase scenes. I mean really, there's no way that a Hemi Charger wouldn't outpace a Caprice Interceptor in about 5 seconds flat. Come on people. EM has a show outside, with a real stage and a real live sound guy. The sound was good, altho the combination of Meyer UPA-1Cs and EV Eliminator 212s was a little harsh above 2k, we ignored it and partied hard throughout the 50 minute set. Rock on! <rock fist> 6/7/03, 1:16am- I just finished yet another amazingly fun evening with my friend Beth. The Italian Job is an excellent movie, and I recommend it to, well, everyone. There was conversation and slide viewing and discussion galore as well, and I'd be remiss if I didn't at least mention it. The occasion for such a thing you say? That's not nearly so joyous. You see, this morning, just before lunch, I had the occasion to learn that my employment is being terminated at the end of the month. I have 3 weeks of employment left, then pft, I'm jobless, just like 10% of the people in my portion of the private sector. How does it feel to be a statistic? I wasn't all that suprised when my boss told me, since the writing's been on the wall for close to a year. What irks me the most is all the shit I have to deal with now. Paying out my benefits, getting COBRA enrollment taken care of, rolling my 401(k) over, transitioning stuff smoothly to the remaining members of the team, not to mention the lifestyle changes that are required when you lose a regular paycheck. And it's not that those things are hard either, it's that they're tedius and time consuming. There's paperwork to fill out, people to call, you know... And so I find that it's strange to sit here, blogging about the events of the last 16 hours, and feel a great hole inside me, caused by being laid of from the only job I've had where I ever really felt I fit in and made a difference. It could be worse, I could have been fired, but if I had, at least there would be a better explanation than the nebulous 'budget tightening' that seems to explain away everything these days. T minus 16 work days left in my current career, and counting down. Time to think about all of those favors I need to call in, and the expendable stuff around here I can jettison for cash. Anyone need an engineer? 6/1/03, 9:32pm- Hooray for me, I finally got my blue star. Does my 1996 'member since' date make me a geek? 5/26/03, 11:34pm- Recovery day. Last night was a couple of hours of quality guy time with Andy. We shot pool and got late night crappy food. He has way better stories than I do...my life needs to be less boring. Gavin's getting huge. Who woulda thunk it? He's a big guy for is 2 1/2 years. The P125 I traded a SS20 to Carson for is all clean and seems to work fine. Hooray for more Haflers. <smile> I need something, but I don't know what. Do you? 5/24/03, 10:29pm- Kurt and Hot Jenny got married this afternoon, and it was cool. Preceeded by a paintball bachelor party on Thursday and concluded by really yummy honey fried squab (?) at the reception, it was the coolest one I've been to in at least 5 days. 5/19/03, 12:07am- It's been a very very long time since I blogged here. The short answer is that I've been too busy to rest, and too tired to write. My bloggings in the other palces I write have been missing as well, the creative muse absent, a casualty of fatigue. Rest will be good, and I hope to get some soon. In other news, Kim got married this afternoon. The wedding was beautiful, and the reception was great fun while I was there. I would have stayed longer, but I was just too damn tired to keep partying. Why am I still up then, 3 hours after I said I was leaving to go to bed? Too tired to sleep I guess. Where's that second heartbeat when I need it? I'll be in Indy this coming weekend, or at least part of it, for Kurt's wedding. The Quad Dawgs will ride again. Sorta. Hit my cell, email or AIM me before Thursday morning if you want to catch me there. Finally, in damn-it's-been-a-long-time-maybe-even-too-long news, Andy is coming back to S-town for the extended weekend. Anyone wishing to be present for the prodigal son's return can find me, I'll fill you in. Before I forget: Hey B, remember that notebook you told me about? there's webspace crying out for content, and I think it has your name on it.... 3/30/03, 11:56am- After a very long day, and an equally long night, the demo CDs for Electron Motel's latest efforts are being burned at a rate unparalleled in the history of QSR. Averaging one every 49 seconds, we're flying through the process. Their show last night was pretty much nonexistant, since mgmt shut the venue before their lead singer could make it off the buus from Champaign. We were all bummed, but the Premiums get muchos credit for stretching their set and playing at the end. Empyrean also gets props for their totally crowd pleasing (and crowd demanded) encore rendition of Rock On, which is a song that pretty much every band on earth should play at least once. The speakers for S&T are nearing completion, and are now at the stage where Ineed to get all of the electrical things taken care of. I'll be working out those details here pretty darn soon, and the rest of the pieces will arrive shortly, so yeah, things are going well. Well, except for that whole real date thing from Friday night.... 3/29/03, 3:09am- Saw The Core with Beth....it was a really well done bad movie. Props to the makeup people who didn't make Hillary Swank look scary. Yeah. MooV was followed up by steaknshake, then back to Casa Dave for hours of deep conversation. Of course, being that I was so tired, I only remember it in fits and starts. It's good to know that there are people with whom you can talk for hours and not even begin to exhaust the conversational possibilities. Now, if only I could get a real date... 3/25/03, 7:03pm- ![]() Which OS are You? 3/13/03, 4:35pm- Shock me shock me shock me with that deviant behavior.... ![]() Blame Quizilla 3/4/03, 9:53pm- My DA-P1 came home today, and my wallet is now $196.56 lighter. Only about $75 of that was parts, which makes me glad that I now have the service manual. EM's overdub session last weekend went very well, and I think the tracks a re a helluva lot more usable now that we have non-scratch vox on them. Expect to hear all about it sooner than later. And with the triumphant return of my 2 track recorder (see above) I can finally start making moves toward having the band sounds like..well...a real band. I'm actually getting better at bass. I got a few freebie lessons for xmas and decided to continue them, since if nothing else it's something to do for half an hour every Tuesday. Besides, I think I'm actually getting better. Anyone know of a chi-town band that likes everything but country and opera and needs an inexperienced bassist with the power to mix? 2/19/03, 8:37pm- I just dropped my DA-P1 off at FedEx so it can take a trip to Montebello, CA. I've had it less than a week. Of course, the seller wasn't aware of the problem, and I don't fault him at all (he did say the battery was shot), it's just a bummer to find out that the battery is good (damn good, considering), and it's my deck that's crippled. Hopefully the repair won't be more than $200 or so, since that's all I have budgeted for it. Then I can get back to recording EM and maybe even a little bit of myself. It should be a fun writing tool...mic on one side, bass on the other, maybe even some music will come out of it. Wait.... I'm just a frustrated poet...since when do I write songs? 2/12/03, 5:48pm- Yup, a whole month without updates and then blammo! the whole site gets changed. Well, I've been working on a simplified design for dpaton.net for a few months now, eliminating extraneous things, consolidating the maze of folders and #includes that were there, and generally making it a nicer thing to maintain. What resulted is what you see now, the minimal navbar to the left, the lack of a lot of the pages that used to be here, etc. I like this better. There are less things to maintain. The page is simpler. Plans for the future:
Now it's time to eat dinner. Yay! 1/10/03, 5:55pm- ![]() Learn your Ninja Clan at the Ninja Burger website. 1/9/03, 10:23pm- godfuckingdammit, why is it that the only time this week I really really needed to blog something personal that the two sites I use are both down at the same time. <fuming ranting dave> In other news I sucessfully installed a scene capabale X10 dimmer in my bedroom, not so that I can set the mood for all of the hot chicks I have over, but so that I can control the overhead light from the place it should be controlled from, the wall to the left of the door. The fact that I can now play with scene stuff and the extended X10 command set is a bonus, as is the programmable ramp time for fade up and down, and the preset dimmer level. Now, if only I had the money to do the whole house with those nice Leviton AGC switches...... 1/8/03, 7:18pm- Long time no update, I know. here's da news, in no particular order:
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